i want...
...to go SHOPPING
...to go to the Royal Melbourne Show
...to go to Tulip Festival
...to go ski-ing again
...a digicam

i need...
...a new pair of sandals
...a new purse/wallet
...a sponsored spa retreat
...a day to just slack and do nothing

i miss...
...daddy and mummy (and gor-gor)
...my bolster
...wearing shorts
...having roti prata for breakfast

and so as i sit here and wonder when i can get what i want/need/miss, a weird feeling settles in my tummy...discontent.
trying to forget, learning to forgive
searching for the answer
so that i can let it go...
to not want/need/miss the above
and be content with what i am..what i had...what i have...and what i am going to have.