i think my blogging skill have officially dropped to the 'nobodywantstoreadyourcrap' level. probably because my blog has become 'the official site of Gretel Ni's incessant whinging'

ehhh...true lah, i do whinge alot, especially when schoolwork starts to pile up..and when the weather starts to become bright and sunny and i have to stay indoors to do stupid assignments.

it is at times like this when i feel that i should just shut down this blog and let some other smart-ass make use of this webspace for more entertaining blogging. especially since my English is so terrible..and my Chinese is also getting from bad to worse.

in a way, i no longer know what to blog about cos..well...there's only so much i can complain about the weather...about school...and posting about my trips to here and there just doesn't seem to appeal to me anymore. posting pictures is difficult cos i can never find a decent pic of myself.

but i've grown to be very attached to this blog leh. giving up is such a waste. and in a way, i like to know that when i want to whinge, i can always terrorise unsuspecting readers who unfortunately decide to visit this hopeless blog. *evil Gretel*

besides the point of not knowing what to blog...i think i am just losing my self identity...

had to answer a few questions for the yearbook a couple of days ago. some of the questions i have no idea how to answer

where would you be in 10 years time? ermmm.....i dunno leh....
if you are not a physio, what would you be? errmmm....i still dunno leh...
an idol in the physio world... eeeerrrrmmm....i just dunno lah...
my dream job is...eeeeeeeerrrrrrmmmmmm....I DUNNO!!!

'i dunno' seem to be the 2 words i say most often this days. it's either 'i dunno' or 'dunno lah' am i becoming stupid?? or is my true stupidity starting to show?

also dunno what happened to those funny entries i used to write. actually,i think they are funny. no one else ever said that they were. still, at least i can read those entries and find them funny. now i read my entries and i cringe with embarrassment at how shallow and boring they are.

so now, i am evil+shallow+boring...and i can go on and on about how much of a failed blogger i am (which would prove the point that i am boring..)
*diong* i should just stop this aimless "self-reflection" and get on with life.
and i should just NOT blog until i actually have something more clever to talk about...
*sigh* that's provided i actually can resist the temptation to complain to the whole cyberworld about the weather, assignments and bad hair/skin days.

i have this sinking feeling that i am turning into a bimbo..only i am not pretty..so i cannot be a bimbo..in other words, i am ugly...and shallow.

pathetic doesn't even begin to describe how pathetic i am...