i am tired. and i have no idea why...definitely had enough sleep...although i did sleep over an hour past my usual bedtime last night. didn't do anything really strenuous today...though i did spend almost 3 hours in front of a comp searching for articles...

maybe it's the lack of exercise...my brain has declining ability to pick up oxygen and nutrients...and the constant staring at comp screens is definitely making my myopia much worse...and also causing the achy feeling in my eyes...

and the headache i had since yesterday is gaining intensity. panadol din even work last night...crap..with any luck, it'd be a tumour...which would explain my tiredness, my brain's inability to function properly...and the never-easing headache. then again, i haven't had unexplained rapid weight loss. on the contrary, i am going through excessive bingeing related weight gain.

crap...

ooohh...i just wanna close my eyes and rest...right now, i am typing this bit with my eyes closed...and it feels so good, i wanna just keep them closed...studying is so bad for hleath...i think it should be bannde...along with cigarettes ...

hmm..not bad..only spelt 2 words wrongly when i type with my eyes closed...
argh...i feel terrible...can i just curl up under my quilt and go to sleep?

no...because 'sepsis and shock' awaits my attention to be translated into understandable languageg that i can read and remember for exams.
and no, because i am still waiting for the email from my travel agent whether she managed to get me the flights i want to go to europe...*fingers crossed*...i am always caught in a waiting game...is that what life is all about? just waiting....?

okie, i am starting to not make sense...and my headache score just went from 3/10 to 5/10. *sob*
i am going to sit in my bed and read a trashy novel...and an early night sounds like a fantastic idea to me right now.