was watching the day after tomorrow just now...and when the movie was over, i switched to TV mode and saw a news flash.

"terrorist attack in London"

this attack came so soon after London won the bid for Olympics 2012...coincidence?

anyway, i refuse to watch footages of the bombings. after sep 11 and bali, i had enough of seeing destroyed automobiles/buildings. perhaps it's an ostrich approach...but i refuse to be further terrorised visually by these images.

so rather than getting upset and depressed about the innoncent deaths, i choose to hide in my room and chat on MSN. to escape from the harsh reality...and i guess, to escape from the dark side of humankind.

for the moment, i choose to revel in the hug given by one of my little patients today, and remind myself that warmth and love is still around, in spite of the fear and doubt cast upon us.

perhaps tomorrow morning, i'll get caught up in the grief.
but for now, let me be calm and happy...let me enjoy this moment of peace and tranquility.