after a fantastic friday, today is yet another activity-filled day. shopping at vic mkt took 1.5 hours, the longest i ever spent buying veges and meat. then it was back to the apartment and spending abt 1 hour to make 2 yummy salads with Germ, cutting and chopping (and sneaking in a few bites of vegs here and there...)sped up time. then, yummilicious lunch of cuttlefish porridge teochew style while watching the lovey-dovey couples in qing sheng sheng yu meng meng on VCDs.
managed to sneak in some time to do some reading and schoolwork. and then, back to pigging in front of the TV with la bi xiao xin...although i've watched it before, he still manage to make me crack up into uncontrollable giggles.
shower, change and down to gin's place for potluck. so many people there...for the first 15 mins,i got my usual dose of sociophobia, that nearly-over-the-edge sensation which makes me wanna hide in a corner. but i did manage to pull myself together and mingle around a bit. chatted with a few people, say a few things that earned some laughter from the group...feeling too bloated from all the food, germ and i walked ruby and wing ki home. and then, back in my room, called han wei and chatted...
right now, i am filled with this warm,fuzzy feeling inside me. that kind of feeling i get when i am indoors on a rainy day with a mug of hot tea...or when i am leaning onto han wei while watching the sun set...
it's called feeling content. when i feel that at least at this very moment, having what i have is enough...when i actually not crave for more...when i can think of han wei and not feel the usual ache in my heart.
i'm happy today, how about you?
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