sleepy mumblings...

i think i am a freak. i like packing my room. i can spend hours doing it and i totally enjoy it. han wei thinks i am weird...probably cos he thinks packing is an absolute waste of time...

but have you had that experience of going through all these stuff you've accumulated for years and haven't touch them since? and then as you read through old letters..old cards...as you once again hold that photo of people whom you've not talked to for ages...and as you hug that old teddy bear that had been forced into darkness cos your mum keeps telling you that it is gathering dust on the shelf, you take a trip down memory lane. brought back into that past and reliving those moments.

moments of joy...moments of sadness...moments of regret...moments of satisfaction...

but, despite my love for packing, my inate laziness and tendency to procrastinate means i don't even attempt to pack until a need arises. like if my cupboard overflows with stuff...or when my flat is undergoing renovation works...as it is at present

the past few days had been full of excitement. owing to the fact that han wei's parents are away, his father has granted me permission to drive his car. as such, han wei and i had been negotiating along the __Es of Singapore (PIE, AYE, CTE,SLE,TPE,BKE,KJE), had attempted to find that stall in Geylang that sells yummy dou4 jiang1, had sweared at taxi drivers for their irresponsible driving behaviour,had braved through a tropical thunderstorm where visibility dropped down to about 50m etc etc etc

BUT, there was also lots of fustrations. caught in a traffic jam in Orchard, trying to do a parallel park and failing miserably, trying to do reverse parking AND failing miserably etc etc etc...

all in all, i am really grateful to han wei's dad for having that confidence in me to let me drive his car. *sniffle* so touched *sniffle* at least now i am more confident in my driving skills. unfortunately, i cannot say the same for my parking skills. sadness.

i am always filled with joy when i start the engine and drive off...and always filled with dread and apprehension AND nervousness when i reach my destination cos i need to do parking. ARGHZ!!

would there be a day when i can actually feel confident about my parking skills?!?!?!