Gretel the intruder

I've taken up a new hobby - randomly picking blogs to read. these 'victims' are usually friends of friends. at first it was pretty fun...reading in awe of the powerful command of english my fellow singaporeans possess. now, slowly but surely, a sense of shame is beginning to infiltrate my brain.

am i intruding on peoples' privacy?

well, i am not so sure actually. for myself, i am totally ok with friends of my friends reading my blog. i mean, my blog is like boring anyway. but some of the blogs that I've barged into actually talks about pretty personal stuff. and i usually read the first 5 sentences, realised that i shouldn't be reading it and then quickly leave the blog.

then again, some of the blogs are really AMAZING. not just cos of the 'blow-my-mind' English, but also cos of the talents these people have. from writing poems to photography, i think the sense of shame really stem from the fact that I am horribly, terribly, perfectly UNTALENTED whatsoever. *sigh*

I've recently added another fellow blogger (alwyn), who is a friend of Germaine and takes stunning photos. ok, i must admit i am no expert at admiring photos...but i really think they are really good. so i really recommend people who reads my blog to go take a look at Alwyn's blog.

now i know why few people read my blog..cos there's so many other great ones out there...people where got time to read mine, yeah? here,i really must say a big thank you to all those who had been reading my depressing and boring blog.

but i do have to remind myself (and/or everyone else...) that my blog is my outlet for fustrations and anger...for feelings and emotions that i cannot verbally express (cos i would turn as red as ketchup)...for sharing my sort-of innermost thoughts.

so as boring as it may seem...as depressing as it may look...Disillusioned is like a keyhole for my friends to have a look at who i really am...how i really feel..what i really think. Have a little peep through this keyhole...and if you can,please give me some feedback/advice/complaints.

okie dokie, i've confessed i am a blog intruder. and now,i am going back to doing what i've been doing for the past hour or so...intruding more blogs. WUAH HA HA HA HA HA!!