all by myself...

many people probably dun spend enough quality time with themselves. most people rush through the day with studies or work. by the time they get back, they're too tired.

and then, there are people like me who spend too much quality time with myself...but strangely enough, the tinge of loneliness over this weekend seem to be more bearable. well,probably because the day to board that flight back home is starting to seem reachable.

but i've kinda enjoyed spending time with myself these few days. going to town myself, going to bodypump and bodystep myself and cooking meals just for myself. it's all just about me. i dun have to worry about meeting anyone, about whether the food taste horrible cos i am the only one eating it, about wasting other people's time while i contemplate whether to buy a spag top or not.

it's been kinda fun. but,i do miss having company at times. especially at night when i am having dinner alone and wish someone is here to talk to me. or when i am watching TV and wish someone is there to laugh with me.

well,hard to believe that this day would come when i can actually say i enjoy being by myself. after 3 years of complaining of homesickness and lovesickness, of grumbling and groaning and moaning about being all by myself, i've actually reached a stage of being able to appreciate the good side of being by myself.

either i'm growing up...or i am desensitised to the sense of loneliness.
or maybe,i am just in denial. whatever. time to hit the books again :<