was cleaning my kitchen this morning...and as i was scrubbing the tiles with an episode of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. playing in the background, i got a very strong sense of deja vu. suddenly,i feel like i am doing something that i've already done a long time ago...scrubbing the exact same spot and with the same episode of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. in the background...
i remember when my brother was hooked on playing FFVIII on the computor. and the storyline is about how there is a time loop to the past...and the characters have to go through this time loop in order to proceed to the future. kinda like the watch Hermione has in Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.
for one moment,i feel like i am in a time loop. being continuously brought back to a moment in time in order to proceed to the future. actually,it feels like i am in many time loops...considering the number of times i feel like i've done or seen something before..or been to somewhere before. it's quite scary sometimes, especially when i can actually predict what's gonna happen next. freaks me out :<
maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me. maybe i dreamt of a similar scenario but couldn't remember it. maybe i did a similar activity in the past and i cannot recall when. i dunno...i just wish i dun have anymore of this kind of incidents happening. i dun like this kind of familiar feeling...really creeps me out..make me feel non-human...like some supernatural power is controlling me. *shivers* just talking abt it is sending shivers down my spine...and it's not due to the air con in the computor lab. brrrrr....
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