yesh! thursday is here! and my clinics for the week is over! woohoo!!feeling super tired and hungry now cos haven't had lunch. but finish this entry first.
i've deleted the entry with my conversation with edwin,because that entry had nearly caused me his friendship. and i am deleting as a kind of peace offering. for those who din get to read it,no big deal cos it's just gretel the emotional freak crying over an otherwise mundane conversation. for those who did read it and are feeling indignant or angry at edwin,i wish to clarify that he is one of my closest friend and i am certain he din mean to hurt me.i dun want to hurt him and i have recovered from the sting of his words, so i hope to let this incident go and just get on with life. :> and for those who agreed with what edwin says,well...nothing much that i can do abt that.just hope those who agrees gimme some time to prove that i am actually not such a freak after all. haha! but ah well, i am not here to judge,and i hope that noone would judge me too. THANK YOU!
so,this week had been terrible and horrible.finally the weekend is here.finally get to sleep until the sun is up..now that's the kind of luxury people often take for granted.
learnt alot this week, not only at clinics,but also in my personal life. realised how easily people can make mistakes tat they dun know abt. realised how innoncent actions or words can crush someone else like an ant. realised that true friendships do stand strong in times of conflict. realised that hanwei can actually talk alot but somehow always say he has nothing to say :P realised that despite all the has happened, the fact tat i am still in this course and doing well is an achievement by itself.
and so much more that i've realised. and so much more i would like to say.
but my stomach is protesting from the lack of food.those realisations would have to wait :P
lunch time!
tata!
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